at sister's house

tunza

i found this photo. I was sitting and talking with the children. the woman sitted beside me, she's from Englang very talented in controlling meeting. she has amazing ability to organize opinion even if it's not organized at the first time. she was amazing.

winter program

Teacher should make the room warm properly so studetns keep focused on what they're studying. It's awkward and weired that my teacher doesn't care the room temperature even though I asked her several times. It wasn't joke that I was sick in this morning. I hate to go school. I hope tomorrow doesn't come.

Tired Friday

I got the text this morning from a friend who was supposed to study together. She said she didn't get the book yet. It's second time she said like that, but I was ok. I could study for a while since we made an appointment to study today. So I said her that Tell me when you get the book. then start to study together. I said I'm ok. But I'm really not ok, rather annoyed. She should have told me yesterday not today 7am. It's rude she made me awake at 7am. she sent me 2 text messeges. It's enough to wake up in the morning. I hope she realizes her act is not mature at all. i wish she knew about the manner between friends.
I have a bad habit that I don't say bad feeling inside of my mind. Doctor said It affects me to pile the stress, It can be the reason why i have a terrible headache everyday. I want to say about details that make me feel bad. I wish someone asks me what makes me feel bad so that I can let it go away. I feel depressed and bad today. There's solution of this stress, It's sleep or reading a book. I started to read new book, motivator yesterday. I hope I can be better after reading it. I don't feel well today. I feel bad.

New job denied

It was snowy a lot here in korea. Every Media broadcasted about the bad weather. Bus has been extended the interval betwen buses. Road was messy, trafic was terrible. It was too cold to get to the elemantary school that I work. My January 2010 schedule is so messed up because of the bad owner at the institute. the boss proposed me to work there from this monday. since she called me several times, I thought I should change the work time so that I can work for a month. actually I'm kind of in economic crises. I didn't work for a while. budget is so tight. That's why I choose to work there. The owner texted me on sunday,right before the day when I was supposed to work, and said the owner doesn't respond the phone call, so I should work later. It was just starting the messed up winter vacation. I will work on saturday which I really don't want to work. It's pretty bad schedule right now. I felt bad from their business behavior. This should haven't happned to me. I hope they learn how to run the institute. This is way far from good business manner.